Friday, October 14, 2005

espionage.

i have been subconciously sabatoging my own relationships in the last six months. because i have been lying to myself.

i am a hypocrite. i am a hypocrite who needs to stop lying to herself.

i am not sure how to fix this problem. but i want and need to fix this problem. because we all deserve* more happiness in our lives.

*deserve is not the word i am looking for, but its the first that comes to mind.

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